Declaring himself an "anti-Nazi", Breivik said Knights Templar had made a conscious decision to distance itself from national socialism "because it was quite blood-stained". He added: "We felt it completely essential to do so. For the extreme right to ever be able to prevail in Europe in the future, one had to distance oneself from the old-school ideology."
The difference between him and Hitler, he said, was that "the pillar of National Socialism is expansionism; I am an isolationist". He was also "more liberal on ethnicity" than the Nazis, he added, suggesting he could accept it if "around 2%" of Norway's population was "non-indigenous".
Source: The Guardian, Anders Breivik prefers execution over 'pathetic' jail term
Showing posts with label fear eats soul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear eats soul. Show all posts
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Plain food is best: ribeye steak & last meal requests
Been following my smart diet tips?
So, which one won you heart?
Port and pickles diet?
Or scratchy grains and soup diet?
Between one thin soup and another and these gigantic bowls of diet popcorn you should enjoy food as much as people who order their last meal do. I doubt they'll go for buckweat. But plain food is best for your tats buds - and for your diet. As a bonus you don't have to part with your life once you are done with your meal.
1. Ribeye steak.
Made it yesterday with the griddle similar to this one.
Medium to mediaum-rare, definitely pink all way inside.
Some salt.
Green salad.
May be a glass of red wine?
That's all you need.
2. Sea bass in coconut flakes
***
Gerald Mitchell, who was executed in 2001, requested a bag of assorted Jolly Ranchers hard candy. Jonathan Wayne Nobles, executed in 1998, ordered the Eucharist sacrament.
In Florida in 1989, Ted Bundy had steak, eggs, hash browns and coffee, according to the Last Meals Project, an online archive of famous inmates' last meals. Timothy McVeigh, executed in Indiana in 2001, ordered mint chocolate chip ice cream.
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When Lawrence Russell Brewer, a notorious white supremacist murderer, placed his order for his final meal earlier this month...
Brewer, in one last attempted act of defiance, had supersized his request, ordering two fried chicken steaks, a triple-meat bacon cheeseburger, fried okra, a pound of barbecue meat, three fajitas, a meat lover's pizza, a pint of ice-cream and a slab of peanut butter fudge with crushed peanuts. But as he was led off for his lethal injection, he hadn't eaten any of it*.
"It was too much for Senator John Whitmire, chairman of the Texas senate's criminal justice committee. He halted the state's tradition of granting a prisoner facing execution the right to request their favourite food." September 2011.
So, which one won you heart?
Port and pickles diet?
Or scratchy grains and soup diet?
Between one thin soup and another and these gigantic bowls of diet popcorn you should enjoy food as much as people who order their last meal do. I doubt they'll go for buckweat. But plain food is best for your tats buds - and for your diet. As a bonus you don't have to part with your life once you are done with your meal.
1. Ribeye steak.
Made it yesterday with the griddle similar to this one.
Medium to mediaum-rare, definitely pink all way inside.
Some salt.
Green salad.
May be a glass of red wine?
That's all you need.
2. Sea bass in coconut flakes
***
Gerald Mitchell, who was executed in 2001, requested a bag of assorted Jolly Ranchers hard candy. Jonathan Wayne Nobles, executed in 1998, ordered the Eucharist sacrament.
In Florida in 1989, Ted Bundy had steak, eggs, hash browns and coffee, according to the Last Meals Project, an online archive of famous inmates' last meals. Timothy McVeigh, executed in Indiana in 2001, ordered mint chocolate chip ice cream.
***
When Lawrence Russell Brewer, a notorious white supremacist murderer, placed his order for his final meal earlier this month...
Brewer, in one last attempted act of defiance, had supersized his request, ordering two fried chicken steaks, a triple-meat bacon cheeseburger, fried okra, a pound of barbecue meat, three fajitas, a meat lover's pizza, a pint of ice-cream and a slab of peanut butter fudge with crushed peanuts. But as he was led off for his lethal injection, he hadn't eaten any of it*.
"It was too much for Senator John Whitmire, chairman of the Texas senate's criminal justice committee. He halted the state's tradition of granting a prisoner facing execution the right to request their favourite food." September 2011.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Phobias: fear of not being seen in a Dress, Sitophobia etc.
Fear of not being seen in a dress
I am a 40 something transgendered person.
I have been trans as long as i can remember.
I was married for 18 years to a very non understanding wife and had to try and keep my physical trans state hidden.
Anyway cut a long story short we broke up and i moved out.
Eventually got myselve my own place where i could be me.
Anyway, it got to the point now where i hate going out looking like a fella. I prefer my other side. I am very convincing as a girl and have no problemms passing in the public eye.
Sitophobia (fear of food)
My whole life i have always had this Sitophobia problem that i seem to of come to terms with but the people around me just cant, when i was 2 years old i had a traumatic event where i almost died and from this day i have never eaten or even thought of food like a normal human being should! I eat 1 meal a day which consists of 5 slices of bacon in a baguette, i have had this everyday for 16 years! Some food i cant have anywhere near my face and i know it wont hurt or kill me but im just so terrified and i dont know why!
Actually, I was not looking for phobias or anything weird of this sort. I was trying to find the name of this film where people are getting pleasurable sensations from something like paper balls, carp fish nibbling on ones feet in aquarium, etc.
Numerous lists of top weird films but no luck so far. Help!
I am a 40 something transgendered person.
I have been trans as long as i can remember.
I was married for 18 years to a very non understanding wife and had to try and keep my physical trans state hidden.
Anyway cut a long story short we broke up and i moved out.
Eventually got myselve my own place where i could be me.
Anyway, it got to the point now where i hate going out looking like a fella. I prefer my other side. I am very convincing as a girl and have no problemms passing in the public eye.
Sitophobia (fear of food)
My whole life i have always had this Sitophobia problem that i seem to of come to terms with but the people around me just cant, when i was 2 years old i had a traumatic event where i almost died and from this day i have never eaten or even thought of food like a normal human being should! I eat 1 meal a day which consists of 5 slices of bacon in a baguette, i have had this everyday for 16 years! Some food i cant have anywhere near my face and i know it wont hurt or kill me but im just so terrified and i dont know why!
Actually, I was not looking for phobias or anything weird of this sort. I was trying to find the name of this film where people are getting pleasurable sensations from something like paper balls, carp fish nibbling on ones feet in aquarium, etc.
Numerous lists of top weird films but no luck so far. Help!
Monday, January 9, 2012
The roads we choose
This guy, let's call him Jonathan, he is married for 10 years. He is 44 years old. He lives with his wife and two boys, 8 and 6, in Boston suburbs. He loves his children, takes them for day trips and cherishes the idea of taking the whole family on hiking/canoeing/camping trips when the boys grow a little older.
He first met his wife while working at local client site and he was struck by her boyish grace and independence. After 10 years and 2 pregnancies Mariana became more feminine, her body more curvy. She had to stay at home after Peter was born because his developmental delay required a lot of attention and her salary didn't cover the expenses associated with the special childcare and special education on top of Early Intervention program. Peter is in kindergarten now, attending regular school as a student on IEP with inclusion as mandated by IDEA (individuals with disabilities education act), so she is thinking about going back to work. Meanwhile she is relying on him as a bread winner. Family interest for her goes ahead of passion. She had a brief fling with co-worker during off-site training. He was told about the affair in such a matter-of-factly way that he had to accept that it was brought up to his attention for closure and not for reassessment of relationship or any sort of conflict. He only had to wonder whether she knew that she was pregnant when she had this affair. She mentioned that she used condom and he trusted her.
Jonathan is a mellow guy with the need to please others. His mother (she was left a widow when Jonathan was 10) wanted him to grow up to be a real man. She never remarried but always put effort into finding male role models for her son, whether is was a wrestling coach on school team, biology teacher in high school or her three subsequent boyfriends who resembled her late husband but unfortunately didn't measure up. His mother is now retired and lives in California by herself, volunteering at homeless shelter and sharing a house with another lady. She visits a couple of times a year, while they visit in February for her birthday.
He first met his wife while working at local client site and he was struck by her boyish grace and independence. After 10 years and 2 pregnancies Mariana became more feminine, her body more curvy. She had to stay at home after Peter was born because his developmental delay required a lot of attention and her salary didn't cover the expenses associated with the special childcare and special education on top of Early Intervention program. Peter is in kindergarten now, attending regular school as a student on IEP with inclusion as mandated by IDEA (individuals with disabilities education act), so she is thinking about going back to work. Meanwhile she is relying on him as a bread winner. Family interest for her goes ahead of passion. She had a brief fling with co-worker during off-site training. He was told about the affair in such a matter-of-factly way that he had to accept that it was brought up to his attention for closure and not for reassessment of relationship or any sort of conflict. He only had to wonder whether she knew that she was pregnant when she had this affair. She mentioned that she used condom and he trusted her.
Jonathan is a mellow guy with the need to please others. His mother (she was left a widow when Jonathan was 10) wanted him to grow up to be a real man. She never remarried but always put effort into finding male role models for her son, whether is was a wrestling coach on school team, biology teacher in high school or her three subsequent boyfriends who resembled her late husband but unfortunately didn't measure up. His mother is now retired and lives in California by herself, volunteering at homeless shelter and sharing a house with another lady. She visits a couple of times a year, while they visit in February for her birthday.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Fear 9.11
Palestinian/Kuwait refugee on-site professional hit unconscious - head against the wall - in the restroom at the client site in NYC on 9.11.2011 around lunch time. His badge stated his name "Mohammed Ata..." and though the name was different from the name of the infamous hijacker who crushed AA plane into WTC North tower, it was close enough to arouse ultimate hate on that day.
A Pakistani-American banker: "For a month and a half afterward , I shaved every day. I hate shaving and I do have a pretty thick beard, but I took no chances. I'm even ashamed to admit this -- no, actually, I'm not ashamed. I dressed as a 'Yankee'. I didn't wear my black leather jacket or black jeans or black shoes. I wore shorts, my vest, my baseball cap, because I just didn't want to stand out".
New Yorker, September 12, 2011. Oral history by Ian Parker.
Try to imagine paranoia of middle-eastern people or people who looked remotely Arab or middle-eastern in weeks after 9.11. And paranoia of people who looked at them back then.
And paranoia of people who board post-9.11 planes and sense, see or smell something suspicious. And middle-eastern people - are they completely relaxed and dressing in black leather the way they did before 9.11?
The primary purpose of terror act is to induce fear in individuals and society. In this sense the 9.11 was a success way beyond what happened on that day with a long-lasting effect even the masterminds of this event wouldn't have dared to foresee. 10 years later the acute sorrow has passed but we are still high on fear. Fear eats the soul.
A Pakistani-American banker: "For a month and a half afterward , I shaved every day. I hate shaving and I do have a pretty thick beard, but I took no chances. I'm even ashamed to admit this -- no, actually, I'm not ashamed. I dressed as a 'Yankee'. I didn't wear my black leather jacket or black jeans or black shoes. I wore shorts, my vest, my baseball cap, because I just didn't want to stand out".
New Yorker, September 12, 2011. Oral history by Ian Parker.
Try to imagine paranoia of middle-eastern people or people who looked remotely Arab or middle-eastern in weeks after 9.11. And paranoia of people who looked at them back then.
And paranoia of people who board post-9.11 planes and sense, see or smell something suspicious. And middle-eastern people - are they completely relaxed and dressing in black leather the way they did before 9.11?
The primary purpose of terror act is to induce fear in individuals and society. In this sense the 9.11 was a success way beyond what happened on that day with a long-lasting effect even the masterminds of this event wouldn't have dared to foresee. 10 years later the acute sorrow has passed but we are still high on fear. Fear eats the soul.
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